Sunday, 3 March 2013

Close Your Eyes


Close Your Eyes - Al Bowlly 1933

When all else seems lost and sleep will not come I find myself cocooned in the sounds of a time gone by. The lilting voice of Al Bowlly croons from some unseeable source deep inside the deco mansion and dies quietly in the crisp night air. French doors are wide open, the stars glinting wistfully in the distance. The sound of cicadas let summer not be forgotten. A woman is draped in beatiful emerald jewelled silk, that seems to flow off her ivory skin in rivers. Her jet black bobbed hair kisses the nape of her neck lightly as she reclines silkily upon a golden brown settee, draped there in blissful serenity. A small smile plays quietly across her claret lips, which part absentmindedly to sip at a lightly sweating gin and tonic. In the warm shadows cast by well placed lamp, a tall man, lean and ravishingly well dressed, slicked back obsidian hair glinting in the faint light, pours himself a generous whisky. The amber liquid rests gently in a crystal tumbler, settling firmly in the mans hand as he slides in deftly beside his companion. They sit for a moment, in the presence of so much beauty, no words interrupting the song still swirling around them. Heavy lidded eyes drift closed with the release of the dying notes into the night. 








Friday, 8 February 2013

Summer Crossing


"And turning in space her hair swung like a victory. They Danced until all at once and as one the music  dimmed and the stars went dark." 
- Summer Crossing - Truman Capote 

Monday, 26 November 2012

Midnight, the Stars and You


Midnight, the Stars and You

midnight with the stars and you
midnight and a rendez-vous

your eyes held a message tender
saying "I surrender all my love to you"

midnight brought us sweet romance
I know all my whole life through

I'll be remembering you
whatever else I do

midnight with the stars and you



Wednesday, 21 November 2012

x phile


I think that the relationship between Mulder and Scully is just beautiful. In essence it's everything you can hope for ; infinite levels of respect and two equally matched intensely intelligent minds. Passion and enduring love, they would die for each other, but are far from slaves to each other. Staunch individuals that can still work together beautifully as a whole. I hope that one day I can find this kind of person, who respects me and is fiercely passionate and intelligent, sadly that type seems to be in short order around these parts. 

Wednesday, 14 November 2012



This is one of those things that truly illustrates our own insignificance. I believe that it is immensely arrogant and profoundly ignorant to assume that we are the only living thing in billions of galaxies, each with billions of stars many with similar planets to our own. In many ways it is still equally as arrogant to assume that if there was intelligent life ( which undoubtably there is) that it would waste a single second of its time attempting to contact our largely greedy and violent race. I would like to think we are not alone in this universe because if we, the human race were the only and or most intelligent life form in it, that would honestly be a very sad thing indeed. 



Sunday, 23 September 2012

A List of Novels that I Own

Novels that I own.


  1. 1984 - George Orwell
  2. Frankenstein - Mary Shelly
  3. Everything is Illuminated - Jonathan Safran Foer
  4. A Visit From the Goon Squad - Jennifer Egan
  5. Crime and Punishment - Dostoyvsky
  6. Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
  7. The Catcher in the Rye - J.D Salinger
  8. Metamorphosis - Franz Kafka
  9. On the Road- Jack Kerouac
  10. Leonard Cohen - Book of Longing
  11. Leonard Cohen - Beautiful Losers
  12. Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee- Dee Brown
  13. The Plague - Albert Camus
  14. Atonement - Ian McEwan
  15. Paradise Lost and Paradise Regained - John Milton
  16. The Doors of Perception and Heaven and Hell - Aldous Huxley
  17. Cat's Cradle - Kurt Vonnegut
  18. Hell's Angels - Hunter S Thompson
  19. The Complete Poetry and Prose - William Blake 
  20. Nick Cave - The Death of Bunny Munro
  21. Nick Cave - And the Ass Saw the Angel 
  22. Deadwood - Pete Dexter
  23. The Lost Decade - F Scott Fitzgerald 
  24. To the Lighthouse - Virginia Woolf 
  25. Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde - Robert Louis Stevenson
  26. The Last Testament of Oscar Wilde - Peter Ackroyd 
  27. The Importance of Being Earnest and other Plays - Oscar Wilde
  28. The Picture of Dorian Gray - Oscar Wilde
  29. Post Office - Charles Bukowski
  30. Persepolis - Marjane Satrapi 
  31. The Emigrants - WG Sebald 
  32. Country of My Skull - Antje Krog
  33. The Secret Diary of Laura Palmer - Jennifer Lynch 
  34. The Autobiography of FBI Special Agent Dale Cooper - Scott Frost 
  35. Here Comes Everybody- Anthony Burgess
  36. A Clockwork Orange - Anthony Burgess
  37. Sidhartha - Hermann Hesse 
  38. The Tortilla Curtain - T. Coraghessan Boyle 
  39. Tom Jones - Henry Fielding 
  40. Plain Girl - Arthur Miller 
  41. One Day in the Life of Ivan Denisovich - Alexander Solzhenitsyn 
  42. Waiting for Godot - Samuel Beckett 
  43. Nightwood - Djuna Barnes 
  44. Once Upon the River Love - Andrei Makine 
  45. Animal Farm - George Orwell
  46. The Philosophy of Andy Warhol - Andy Warhol
  47. Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
  48. The Outsider - Albert Camus
  49. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas- Hunter S Thompson
  50. The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
  51. Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
  52. Generation of Swine - Hunter S Thompson
  53. Chronicles - Bob Dylan
  54. The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame 
  55. The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett 
  56. Trainspotting - Irvine Walsh 
  57. Blown Away - Patrick Cave 
  58. Circles of Flight - John Marsden
  59. Incurable - John Marsden
  60. Renegade - Mark E Smith
  61. The Fall of the House of the Usher and other writings - Edgar Allan Poe
  62. The Penguin Book of First World War Poetry
  63. The Virgin Suicides - Jeffery Eugenides 
  64. I heard the Owl Call My Name - Margaret Craven
  65. Bad Seed - Ian Johnston 
  66. Putin's Oil - Martin Sixsmith 
  67. Nick Cave: Sinner Saint the True Confessions - Matt Snow
  68. Othello - William Shakespeare 
  69. The Beatles - Hunter Davies
  70. The Stones - Phillip Norman 
  71. The Diary of Anne Frank - Anne Frank 
  72. Cloudstreet - Tim Winton
  73. Disgrace - JM Coetzee
  74. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets - JK Rowling
  75. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire - JK Rowling
  76. Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix - JK Rowling
  77. The Nothern Lights - Phillip Pullman
  78. The Subtle Knife - Phillip Pullman
  79. The Amber Spyglass - Phillip Pullman
  80. Moll Flanders - Defoe
  81. No Sugar - Jack Davies
  82. Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close - Jonathan Safran Foer
  83. Think Smart Hazel Green - Odo Hirsch 
  84. Candles at Dawn - Sekpil Ural
  85. Looking for Alabrandi - Melina Marchetta 
  86. Quantum Of Solace - Ian Flemming
  87. The Hitch - Hikers Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
  88. Rosy is My Relative - Gerald Durrell
  89. The Road to Camelot - Sophie Masson
  90. Bartlett and the Forest of Plenty - Odo Hirsch
  91. Witch's Cat - Ruth Chew
  92. The Worst Witch - Jill Murphy
  93. Esio Trot - Roald Dahl
  94. The Witches - Roald Dahl 
  95. Boy - Roald Dahl 
  96. The Bad Beginning - Lemony Snicket
  97. The Reptile Room - Lemony Snicket
  98. The Miserable Mill - Lemony Snicket
  99. The Austare Academy - Lemony Snicket
  100. The Ersatz Elevator - Lemony Snicket
  101. The Vile Village - Lemony Snicket
  102. The Hostile Hospital - Lemony Snicket
  103. The Carnivorous Carnival - Lemony Snicket
  104. The Slippery Slope - Lemony Snicket
  105. The Grim Grotto - Lemony Snicket
  106. The Penultimate Peril - Lemony Snicket
  107. The End - Lemony Snicket
  108. The Unauthorised Autobiography - Lemony Snicket
  109. Silverfin - Charlie Higson
  110. Hurricane Gold - Charlie Higson
  111. Checkers - John Marsden
  112. The Ferret Chronicles - Richard Bach
  113. Unbelievable - Paul Jennings
  114. Unmentionable - Paul Jennings
  115. Tounge Tied - Paul Jennings
  116. Girl Underground - Morris Gleitzman
  117. Midnight for Charlie Bone - Jenny Nimmo
  118. The Time Twister - Jenny Nimmo
  119. The Blue Boa - Jenny Nimmo
  120. Tomorrow, When the War Began - John Marsden
  121. The Dead of the Night - John Marsden 
  122. The Third Day, The Frost - John Marsden
  123. Darkness Be My Friend - John Marsden
  124. Burning For Revenge - John Marsden
  125. The Night is For Hunting - John Marsden
  126. The Other Side of Dawn - John Marsden
  127. While I live - John Marsden
  128. Ticket to Ride - Larry Kane 
  129. Romeo And Julliet - William Shakespeare
  130. Thora - Gillian Johnson
  131. Lily Quench and the Dragon of Ashby - Natalie Jane Prior
  132. Lily Quench and the Black Mountains - Natalie Jane Prior
  133. Lily Quench and the Treasure of Mote Ely - Natalie Jane Prior
  134. Lily Quench and the Lighthouse of Skellig Mor - Natalie Jane Prior
  135. Lily Quench and the Magician's Pyramid - Natalie Jane Prior 
  136. Lily Quench and the Hand of Manuelo - Natalie Jane Prior 
  137. Swallowdale - Athur Ransome
  138. Coot Club - Athur Ransome
  139. Winter Holiday - Athur Ransome
  140. Peter Duck - Athur Ransome 
  141. Pulp Fiction Screenplay - Quentin Tarantino
  142. Summer Crossing - Truman Capote
  143. Breakfast At Tiffanys - Truman Capote

A Birthday Party.


Happy Birthday to the brilliant, intelligent, inspiring and supremely talented Mr Nick Cave.
I find myself constantly in awe of the beauty and intensity contained within his words and music.
From the heartbreaking to the humourous, you can't help but be affected in some way.
Such is the tangibility embraced by the infinite power of his melodies. 
There will eternally be a place within my heart for the music and musings of this magnificent man.